File #1 Missing you...

There are times where I no longer feel complete without the person that I love the most next to me. At these times, I become distress and very emotionally unstable. I worry that this shows that we have become too attached to one another. What shall happen if the day comes where one no longer loves the other. Will I break into a millions pieces, unable to function and move on with my life because this person has now become a part of me? How is it possible that this person has become such a meaningful part of my life, that if I were to lose him, it would be like completely losing myself. Is it the feeling of losing a part of me that makes me feel so distressed and emotional about being away from this person, or is it because I'm madly in love with this guy that I can't bare the thought of not spending at least a few joyous minutes of my day with his shining presence. Whatever the answer may be to my dwelling thoughts, I chose not to know and to continue living in the dark. One might think I am crazy for making such a decision, but I clearly can see that in order to obtain my answer, I must lose something of far greater value and that is a bargain I am not willing to make.